Missing Out

My son got his first “letter” last night.  He has the possibility of three this year.  Ed doesn’t even know.  I wish that he was stronger than this addiction.  I also wish it was as simple as him being a deadbeat. 

It seems that each month things are more different than I imagined them being.   I participate in a women’s group and one of things that we have talked about is praying for your ex-husband.  Maybe that’s what I need to try.  Do not mistake this for attachment, or even pity.  I think it is REALLY sad that he has thrown away hiw whole life for pain pills, pornography and gambling.  Really sad!


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