2 Weeks

It’s two weeks til Christmas.  Ed has seen my son less than 5 times this year.  I don’t want him to call and try to give him a Christmas present, I don’t want him to think it’s ok to drop into his life when it’s convenient for him and I don’t want my child to think it’s ok either.  What is it with men?  How can they completely forget a human being?  Ed and his mother justify this absence with Ed’s pain and loneliness.  One would think it would be more painful to LOSE a child than to have the joy of seeing them once a week… if for some reason I lost my son I would do ANYTHING to see him, even if it was for five minutes at a time.  I just don’t get it.  And as the parent who is raising him now how do I explain that Ed has picked some crazy, over the hill, whore he’s known for a year over the child he raised?  It’s a crappy position to be in!


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