It’s funny, the longer I am divorced from Ed and free from the poison that he regularly inserted into my life the better I feel. Not just about myself but about the world around me as well.
I have an exciting goal for this summer, I’m planning to ride a metric century! I have a good support team. I’ve been training regularly and it’s improving my outlook in a variety of ways.
I will graduate from college in the middle of October. It is so wonderful to be close to the end. I can hardly wait for the next adventure in my life!
I feel more in love than I have ever felt in my life. I’m happy, content, safe, supported, and I have absolute faith that I am loved back the same way.
This week I have read two phrases, in two different places, that in a relationship, one person always loves a little more than the other one. I think that in my first marriage I loved Ed more than he loved me and there was nothing that I could have done to make him love me more. I wasn’t a great wife the first time around. I’m trying to do better this time. It’s easier to be trustworthy when I can trust the person I’m with.
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